Seemingly there is a huge community of girls with eating disorders who pour over livejournal because there is an audience of readers who will APPLAUD and SUPPORT the girls efforts in anorexia and other eating disorders. http://www.livejournal.com/community/elite_ana/ The livejournal of a proud anorexic, containing posts such as: "I had completely forgot how ...I dont know the word...exciting,refreshing it is to know your getting away with something and being in control. In my house its really hard to avoid meals, but i am getting so good at it. Yesterday I had an apple for breakfast with my mom watching me, I kept distracting her by talking. Then i went for a run when she went in the basement to clean. After I showered she offered me lunch and i willingly said yes (this is my plan) she made me a turkey sanchwich, grapes, and some pretzels. I came downstairs and told her i was meeting my friends at the mall and I had to hurry cuz they were already there and asked her to put my lunch in a bag. She did, and i stopped at a gas station and threw it out. Same thing for dinner. I came home around 4 and then called my friend shannon who invited me over. I told my mom she invited me over and we were going to order pizza. When I got to her house I told her I ate at home cuz I didn't know if she would have eaten or not. So my whole day total ended up being 1 apple, diet soda, water, and gum. Prob 60 cals. When i think about how much lieing I did...byut how much NOT eating i did...it makes me happy and i look forward to the next scheme i get to pull to get out of eating. you guys are all my thinspiration.. thanks!"
